Nightmare

Life is a nightmare when...

You are scared to leave your bedroom,

Your safe haven because they came home,

When you hear them yelling and think oh no not again,

When you wonder what will happen to your family,

When you fear you will lose your mom or your dad,

When you don't even want to get up in the morning,

When you've dealt with so much pain and suffering that you cant even trust your best friend,

When you wear a smile on the outside,

When inside all you want is for the pain to end,

When you don't even know how to love,

When your whole life has been one big secret,

When you've cried so much you wonder if there are even tears left to cry,

When all you want is to end everything,

Life is a nightmare when you wake up to find you're still in hell.

A true living nightmare.