Lover's Cry For Him

How do you let go when you see forever?

She loves him,

Doesn't want to let go.

But she has too.

There's no way for this to work.

She knows deep down that he loves her.

He knows it too.

She also knows he needs to express it.

He pushed her out the door whether he knows it or not.

She needs him to know she won't ever let go.

But it's a secret,

A burden she bares.

He has to find it out for himself.

He needs to know how to show her he loves her,

He cares.

Be the sappy romantic she sees in her mind.

He knows how to keep her.

Hopefully he remembers she'll always love him,

She can't be with him right now.

She'll always be his.

Fate or Trickery?

All I see is you.

Whether I close my eyes,

Open them to take a look,

It's always you in my periphery.

But what does it mean?

Is it a sign?

Will you disappear?

Come home to me?

Or is this just my insanity?

Will I wake tomorrow to find you in my bed?

Find you off to run away?

Or find you no where but my head?

What does it mean that you,

This maybe reality is all I ever see?

Is this my fate?

Is this trickery?

It's Over

This time it's over.

I'm done,

I can't do it.

This time I refuse,

I won't pretend it's all okay.

I've been pushed over the edge far too many times.

I give up.

I quit and walk away for good.

Show me you love me,

Meaning ignore me?

Something I never understood.

Guess you'll lose me.

Question is,

Will that be to keep me or permanently?

Terrors of the Night.

awakened with a scream

just another bad dream

danger with the sunset

never have enough rest

by morning paranoia

can't stand the light

dark brings weakened aura

terrors of the night

night by night

day by day

fright by fright

what to say?

Can the nightmare ever be stopped?

close the door and keep it locked

here inside one's mind

deepest fears intertwined

Every time my eyes close

wish I'd see the red red rose

instead i see horror

of the next night's twisted explorers

Will these nights ever end?

Never wished to see around the next bend.

Praying each night it will be over

Guess I need a four leaf clover.

The Demon's Monstrous Creation

I may be monstrous.

You're demonic.

I may be evil incarnate.

But baby that makes you prime evil.

I may not be perfect.

Neither are you.

I may be a rebel.

But you're a law breaker.

I am not the horror story you make me out to be.

The reality is that you are the real horror story.

You are a true serial killer compared to my cheese slasher film status.

The real difference is that I'm made up evil people pay to see.

You are the news paper heading everyone prays never to be.

You thought you corrupt me.

I'm compelling.

You thought you won the war.

When really the war was already won.

You despise my will and for that you tried to make me a monster.

When really the true monster was always you.

See that I was only your shadow.

Never as dangerous as the real thing.

The student will yet to be the teacher.

I am monstrous compared to human.

Compared to you I am a pixie among demons.

You Were My Everything

What do you do when you lose the one person you thought you'd always keep?

How do you handle the hurt and heart break?

Who will replace them when they were your everything?

When will they show you how much you mean to them?

Where does their heart lie?

Why have they gone never to return again?

You were my love, my life, my world...

I was ready to be your everything the way you were mine,

To show you distance couldn't ruin everything if you were really in love.

I wanted to marry you,

To be with you.

I wanted to love you,

Raise a family with you.

But I guess the love I had for you just wasn't enough for you.

Gone forever,

I ask for nothing,

It'd be foolish to even try,

Except that you keep the shattered remains of what my heart could have been.

When Does It End?

When does the nightmare end?

When do bad things stop happening to good people?

When do we stop taking two steps forward to get knocked six feet back?

When do we finally get a fucking break?

We can't keep doing this forever.

We can't keep pushing our limits,

To see just how far you can bend us.

One day we will break and what happens then?

We are only so strong.

We aren't super heroes.

We don't have super powers.

We have strong hearts and strong will.

But we can only do so much.