Never did I think  that I would end up here.
Never did I think that I would be this way.
Never did I think that this would be my life.
Never did I think that this would be the world today.

I thought that at this age I would be somewhere else. Six feet under. I didn't see a life past the hell I was in. Back then I so lost in what I thought life should be compared to what it was. I thought that I was going to just loose it and never live past eighteen.