Thursday, December 30, 2010
Entrapment
Posted by Madi at 10:33 AM 0 comments
Cinderella
Nice to
know I mean so little to you.Nice to
know you love me.Nice to
know you care.Nice to
know that the one day I'm not taking care of YOUR child you can't give me a
little freedom.You say I
don't care where as all you care about is treating me like a
slave.No I
didn't do a percfect job playing Cinderella.But news
flash!I'm not
Cinderella.And I sure
as hell am not perfect.Not even
close.It's
called being alive,Being
real.Nothing on
God's green Earth is perfect.Everything
has its faults.That's
just the way it is.You want
perfect?Go find a
robot to be your slave.This
Cinderella's on strike.Finding my
Fairy Godmother.Breaking
Free.Out to
find an ending I deserve.
Posted by Madi at 10:15 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Not That Kind of Girl
Posted by Madi at 2:51 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Surreal
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
Broken Christmas
Posted by Madi at 11:24 PM 0 comments
Demons
Posted by Madi at 9:47 PM 0 comments
Nightmare
Posted by Madi at 9:27 PM 0 comments
Hope and Loss
Posted by Madi at 10:22 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
I Am Who I Am
Posted by Madi at 10:10 AM 0 comments
Monday, December 20, 2010
If I Were
If I were alone would you keep me company?
If I were broken would you try to fix me?
If you didn't succeed would you keep trying until you did succeed?
If I were fucked up to the point they'd lock me up forever would you help me save myself?
If I had a shattered past would you make my future brighter?
If I didn't know what love was would you show me?
If I had to hide the real me would you love the part I always hide?
If I didn't know what it was like to know what it's like to have someone that cares would you be the one to care for me?
If I was everything you ever wanted would you leave me?
If I loved you but didn't know how to show you would you step up and tell me you loved me first?
Would you mean it?
If I fucked up but knew what I did wrong and how to fix it would you leave me?
If knew you were all I ever wanted would I be the one you want inside?
Are you lying?
Promise?
Swear?
Posted by Madi at 2:41 PM 0 comments
Home and the Heart
I've always heard that home is where your heart is.
What they failed to mention is that it's more than that.
Yes, home is where your heart is but it's also the one place you feel the most safe.
It is the place where you can be yourself.
The place where you get the acceptance you need.
Where you have loved ones that call you family,
The ones you call family in return.
The place you are so comfortable being that you don't ever want to leave.
Home is the one place you say "I love it here. I could stay here forever."
And mean it.
Home is your comfort zone,
Your safehaven.
Home is the one place that makes you feel complete.
Posted by Madi at 2:03 PM 0 comments
Monday, December 13, 2010
Mask
I'm sick of lies,
I'm tired of hiding the pain,
Tired of being the one behind the mask.
I want to burn the mask and run,
Or hide and pretend the pain doesn't exist.
i just want it to go away.
When they ask if I'm okay,
I want to scream and evaporate.
They say it's okay.
They say they understand what I'm going through,
That I'm not the only one going through it all,
But do they?
Do they really understand?
No, I honestly dont think they do...
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Vulnerability
What made you think I would show you vulnerability?
What made you think I'd crack?
I loved you and you broke my heart.
So why the hell would I trust you with it again?
Why Would I even dare to trust you with my secrets and my heart again?
You fucked up so here I go.
To hide behinde my invisible shield forever.
My heart and love never again accessible.
Posted by Madi at 4:19 AM 0 comments
Get the Truth
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Saturday, November 27, 2010
Forgiven
Posted by Madi at 9:46 PM 0 comments
Monday, October 4, 2010
Balance
Posted by Madi at 7:36 AM 0 comments
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Eyes
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Sunday, August 1, 2010
Caged
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Think You Know Me?
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Monday, July 19, 2010
Do I Really Regret It?
So many things i wish i could change.
I wish I could have a redo here and there.
They say to live without regret,
to never look back.
I've tried.
I still live by the moto but if you did have a chance to go back and change it would you?
If it meant a better future could you give into temptation?
Nice thought,
But no.
I hate some of the things I have done,
But without that horrible past I wouldn't be as strong as I am now.
I wouldn't be the person I am today.
As horrible as some of those things were they are nothing compared to what I feel and who I am.
At the end of the day all that matter is that you can forgive the past to face the future.
Posted by Madi at 10:05 PM 0 comments
Views of Gay Marriage
Posted by Madi at 9:20 PM 0 comments
Breaking Free
She used to live for the world trying to be what everyone wanted her to be.
Posted by Madi at 9:06 PM 0 comments
Friday, July 16, 2010
I Change for No One
Posted by Madi at 3:52 PM 0 comments
Who to Trust
Posted by Madi at 3:41 PM 0 comments
Are You Okay?
Posted by Madi at 3:05 PM 0 comments
Sick of Rules
Posted by Madi at 2:53 PM 0 comments
Lies
Lies, lies, and more lies.
Seems like life is full of them.
Can no one go more than two seconds without lying to my face?
No, I guess not.
But what you need to understand is that, yeah you think you are getting away with you're dirty little secrets, but i know the truth, whether you tell it to me or not.
I've known you lie, I've just chosen to ignore it.
What you don't realize is that I can't stand you anymore.
Why would I even want to try?
You can't be honest and I don't want you around any longer.
I do not need your lies to make me feel better about myself.
So take your lies and keep them the hell away from me!
I hope they keep you warm at night because that isn't my job anymore.
Posted by Madi at 2:23 PM 0 comments
What Makes it Okay?
Posted by Madi at 1:42 PM 0 comments